losing-myself-katt13

Hearts beat out of synch, I hold you on borrowed time, You were never mine.

When my happy walls come tumbling down, I can't force a smile anymore. Even though it hurts when you're around, I'd walk a million miles before… I'd give you up, Before I'd let you walk away from me again. You haunt me, Daily, Your face is all I see. You hold me, Nightly, In my dreams. You're all I need. I would give up everything I have Before I'd lose you. I would give my heart and not look back Before I'd let you Leave my life again. You haunt me, Daily, Your face is all I see. You hold me, Nightly, In my dreams. You're all I need. You say you don't… Believe in second chances, You break my heart

I wanted this to be it. I wanted this to stay. I wanted to keep you. I wish I couldn't feel you slipping away. I don't know why I do this to myself. I don't know why I try so hard. I don't know why this stopped being easy. I wish I couldn't see the scars. I'm sorry for all of this pain. I'm sorry for every smile I've taken away. I'm sorry for my doubt that's poisoned me. I wish I could give you every word I didn't say. I'll always remember every moment of joy. I'll always remember the soft intensity of your kiss. I'll always remember that you were my everything once. I wish I could bring back the ignorant bliss. I love you and