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An Admission
Hearts beat out of synch,
I hold you on borrowed time,
You were never mine.
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Literature
Honest
Really, I am cruel.
I cannot promise my life.
I cannot choose this.
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Literature
Surrender
Were I to be gone,
My love, you would still live on.
You might smile more.
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Literature
Home
"Home is where the heart is,"
And my heart is not here.
My home is enchanted,
More beautiful than the lonely star I live in.
Home is where I don't feel lost,
Where I know I belong.
And as each step brings me closer,
I feel it in my bones,
I'm almost home.
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Literature
Fight Hate With Love
This is what we stand for.
This is who I am.
You will never be welcome here.
We'll fight as hard as we can.
Your cult you call "religion."
Your sickness you call "faith."
The beauty known as love,
Will not be tainted with your hate.
So leave this place and don't return,
Or we'll make you wish you had
We don't take kindly to ignorance here,
So if you want us to change, too bad.
Your beliefs are sick,
Your minds are weak,
Try to mute us,
We'll still speak.
You'll never bring us down.
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Literature
Tenuous
Black and white is good as gold,
Suffused with shades of grey.
Memory is fleeting,
Open your mind to today.
A gentle hand,
A tender kiss,
Life's tiny treasures,
No soul should miss.
Live life as if tomorrow's not real,
Let each moment dictate how you feel,
Time shall pass,
And you will live again.
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Literature
Scattered
I fear that I am not what I seem.
I spend my life wishing,
Pretending,
Trying not to regret.
Aching to be like them,
The jewel-dust dreamers,
Starlit bodies ablaze.
But their passion and mirth is out of reach,
For a hand as weak as mine.
They seem to dance on moonlight beams,
Memory not a concern.
Now is now and nothing else matters,
But I am scattered,
Lost like the end of a day.
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Literature
Only Regret
Your words were a ghost in my head,
Your lips against my skin, I still
Feel them in my dreams.
I remember how I longed for you,
Remember how you pulled me in.
You knew just how to win my heart,
You knew just how to break it.
And even now, I still love you,
And I don't think I'm gonna make it through this.
You blinded me
With your complexities
And simplicity.
Could've been so easy.
But I spent too much time
Living in my lie.
It was too good to be true.
So I let go of you.
This is my
Only regret.

You held me so close,
Your eyes were so perfect and loving.
Those nights that were ours,
We spent,
Talking and laughing at nothing at all.
And God,
It kills me,
Cause it's still so easy
And you still own me...
You knew just how to win my heart,
You knew just how to break it.
And even now, I still love you,
And I don't think I'm gonna make it through this.
You blinded me
With your complexities
And simplicity.
Could've been so easy.
But I spent too much time
Living in my lie.
It was too
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Literature
Haunted
When my happy walls come tumbling down,
I can't force a smile anymore.
Even though it hurts when you're around,
I'd walk a million miles before…
I'd give you up,
Before I'd let you walk away from me again.
You haunt me,
Daily,
Your face is all I see.
You hold me,
Nightly,
In my dreams.
You're all I need.
I would give up everything I have
Before I'd lose you.
I would give my heart and not look back
Before I'd let you
Leave my life again.
You haunt me,
Daily,
Your face is all I see.
You hold me,
Nightly,
In my dreams.
You're all I need.
You say you don't…
Believe in second chances,
You break my heart.
But I would rather live on backward glances,
Then let your words tear me apart.
Because you…
You are mine,
Even if it's only in my mind
You gave me a chance to shine,
But I can't win this time.
You…haunt…me….
I…can't…sleep…
I…can't….see…
Are you….with…me?
You haunt me,
Daily,
Your face is all I see.
You hold me,
Nightly,
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Literature
Renegade Girl
You know me better than I know myself.
But now you say goodbye
I am proud to show you,
I'm standing tall
I don't feel so small,
Because your words have touched me.
I'm braver now
Than I've ever been
And it's all for you.
My dear friend,
As long as you breathe,
I'll be your renegade girl,
Whenever you need me.
Stand strong,
Fight on,
You know I'm here in your heart.
I'll pray
For you today,
I won't let you fall apart.
You told me I was a blessing.
But don't you see,
You were wrong.
Because I'm the one who's been blessed
To have you in my life.
You're helping me to be strong.
It's such a gift for you to
Tell me I'm like you.
I hope it's something I can live up to.
My dear friend,
As long as you breathe,
I'll be your renegade girl,
Whenever you need me.
Stand strong,
Fight on,
You know I'm here in your heart.
I'll pray
For you today,
I won't let you fall apart.
With friends like you,
Who needs more?
You told us we're
What you're fighting for.
I won't forget the lesson you taught me.
And I
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Katt Atonic
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Not many people enjoy describing themselves. Essays, job interviews...it's weird. So I'm just going to say...talk to me. Figure out who I am. Because people are constantly figuring out who they are themselves, how can they be expected to describe someone they're still getting to know?
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Thanks kindly for the :+fav: on:
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o.o Whoa! I am? this is news to me. x3 Long~ time no speak :P
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No kidding!
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Thanks so much for watching our hats! :iconlalalaplz:
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losing-myself-katt13 Featured By Owner Sep 23, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
You're very welcome!
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Thank you very much for your kind support!
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:iconplusfav: many thanks!!!! (sorry so late)
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You're very welcome! :)
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Thankss for :iconanimatedsustenida:
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You are very welcome! :)
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